The long awaited, highly requested blog about my depression treatment, TMS, that I went through last summer. Sometimes I want to talk about things until I get to the process of writing and then it feels too raw. Discipline, my oldest foe. This one challenged me. I'm not a doctor, don't quote me here. This is my understanding and my experience so far. I think I’ve always been a little sad. It’s hard to say when the big sad started exactly but spending time abroad shattered my

One of the hardest parts of sobriety has been work. It's ridiculous that I chose to spend the first few years of my sobriety working in a...

It’s been years since we’ve talked. I still see your posts from time to time. I truly hope you are doing as well as it seems. I think...

Day 25 One more Saturday left. No more Fridays. So close. I’m so ready. The techs are all still frustrated about the food thing but all I...

Day 17 We played Cards Against Humanity in group today and watched Inside Out. They’ve planned a beach clean up day for us, but it’s...

Day 6 Everyone had someone drop them off so every doctor asks me who dropped me off. It’s uncomfortable when I tell them no one. When I...

Day 1 They said they could accommodate vegan meals… not really. All I could eat for breakfast was potatoes so I was super hungry this...

As with most big changes, heartbreak was the solidifying catalyst to create this blog. I wanted him to be this beautiful experience where...